Friday 15 December 2017

PARENTING - Baby Making

Trying for that second baby... well I can honestly say as it only took 3 months for me to fall pregnant the first time I was hoping it would be similar this time. However times change as do circumstances, I was 29 when I fell pregnant the first time, a healthy weight and healthy in general. Now I'm 34, I'm over weight and far from being the healthiest version of myself. 

Since having Autumn Iv had spinal surgery and been diagnosed with fibromyalgia all whilst being put on a large amount of prescription pain killers. Which at times I can't work out if they are a help or a hindrance to me wellbeing. 

We have been trying since May... it's now December and nothing, each month the dreaded period arrives. It's both frustrating and heartbreaking for me as we had a miscarriage in 2015 which I took quite badly. 

It also doesn't help having chronic pain so half the time I'm not up to baby making.  

I'm quite frustrated in my physical health as it not where I saw myself at 34 and I'm struggling to come to terms with it all. 

So rant over ..... maybe December will be a lucky month for us. 

Love Aimee 

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