New year new attitude.
Ok so finally 2018 has landed and I finally feel like I’m in the right frame
Of mind to actually live my best life. Iv allowed my previous years to be over shadowed by life’s problems. 2017 I found myself reliving things that were holding me back, broken friendships, bad judgement, overwhelming pain and self doubt with a touch of anxiety and depression. I got lost under a whole load of emotions I didn’t want to deal with.
I felt alone and unworthy, dealing with adulting and parenting was all too much for me, maintaining friendships and relationships wasn’t my strong point and when it hit midnight on NYE something just clicked in me.
I am not going to let my pain rule my life.
I am going to find my passions and strengths.
I’m going to kick ass at parenting.
I’m going to stop eating my emotions.
I’m going to work hard on my marriage.
My friendships are going to be a priority.
I’m going to stop living under clutter and make a huge dent in the crap I own by either giving to charity, the tip or selling.
I’m going to make a conscious effort to keep up with self care.
I’m going to make a 5 year plan and budget.
No more imposes buying.
And that’s just the beginning. I have not felt this positive in years and yes I still have adulting problems I still need to sort out but I’m going to deal with them with a different attitude, I am no longer a victim .... I am a survivor and I will fight each day to ensure I better my life and the loves of those around me.
Much love to you all.